Back to blog.
Probably the last few posts before I dived into real intensive mugging.
Cant imagine the days of hiding behinds tons of bks and rushing rounds and rounds of tys are nearing.
However, no pain, no gain.
Guess this is all about it.
This is life.
Frankly, i didnt did very well this time round in mye, not as gd as I expected.
Many subjs disappointed me, a lot, a lot.
Mum said, if I gave in my best, then she will be more than happy alr.
This sentence kept roaming ard my brain after that.
But, i just cant forgive myself for doing SO badly though full effort is put into.
It's all about WHY WHY WHY.
Then HOW HOW HOW.
Why you make such stupid mistakes, I shall said.
How are you going to do well then, comes after that.
Man, I'm getting more and more demoralished.
And I'm glad that eng is the last period today, at least I dnt have to suffer the excruciating sadness in me.
It's my fault, for failing my eng paper 2.
I feel so numb by then.
Idk why.