To me, and maybe to you.
It's like that ...

I went to participate in Campus Superstar 2009 today, hoping to get into round 2. But unfortuately, luck's not on my side.
I was ELIMINATED. I'm OUT.
I'm not sad. I'm fine.
It's just that I'm disappointed with myself, unable to overcome nervousness.
Nvm ... it's my first time.
But I rly hate the sight of the sickening red light.
After chatting with JiaXiang on msn, I may not be joining CSS again nxt yr, if there's any.
I would prefer outside's "MORE-FAIR" competition.
I may be signing up for JX's singing class at CCK CC.
Maybe I rly like it.
Was feeling so nervous while queueing for CSS3 that I barely talk to HongPing and Vanessa (they joined too).
They thought I was "emo-ing".
But, NOT! I'm thinking of what will be like if I pass/ fail the first round.
Then, I dont dare to carry on.
I'm afraid.
I'm scared that the truth will be ruthless.
After the audition, was feeling blue at first.
Gradually, under the influence of the laughters of the two retards (HP and Van), I'm back to myself.
The full of craps and joking self.
Ate at Mac.
Trained hm and went to Uncle Ten's house.
Was feeling so lonely down there.
I'm bloated, so I sat at one corner sms-ing ppl.
They took a long time to reply.
I was stoning.
Mum said that I was there but it seems that my spirit is elsewhere.
Of course. I was thinking back at the audition.
Went back hm and bathed.
Chatted online with WanYi.
Ok, she's a weird girl.
I dont understand what's she's talking about.
Very "high" uh? And also a gd liar.
I'm so stupid to believe SOME things she said. -.-
Did I sound scary?
Hahas! Maybe it's cuz of the lack of slp recently.
But now I'm gonna get back ALL my slping time.