Back to blog. Didnt feel like blogging, but for some ppl's sake ... =.= Let's not talk about what happens everyday, ok?
You think I'm happy when I got what you gave on sunday? No, I'm not! LL, you shld know why. I've proved myself, but why did you break your promise? You know how I feel the moment you say what you'd said? And you know why my blog's URL exist? Why cant you just believe me as well? Cuz I'm immature? Why!? Why must everything be like that? I just find my life meaningless.
Sometimes I find myself so useless, so stupid! I'm not blaming anyone, but just me. Why cant I get what I expect for myself? Why cant I achieve my target? Thousands of 'why'! Why why why!
Maybe one day, I might just collaspe, cuz I really cant stand this kind of life anymore! And you call this life?
This dont sounds like the usual me. And for now, I'm trying to find my real self back. The real me ...