My blog is so dead ...
Argh ...
My life now, is in a mess!!! I mess up my own life!!! I just dont know what I'm doing now, and also what I want. I want back my own life!!!!! And, I want back my real self!!! I'm so ... haix nvm, forget it ... Maybe everything will be fine tmr, and I really hope so. I just dont have that so called cheerful mood recently, and I've lost faith in myself ... I just cant believe it!!!!! I used to have faith in myself, and in everything I do.
What's wrong with me!?!?